CW11 shows rock

Okay, I just watched America's Next Top Model and The Pussycat Dolls Show: The Search for the Next Doll. I really wish they called it The Search for the Next Pussy.

I like watching reality tv gameshows more than anything else right now. They show me how to communicate, the difference between working hard and working smart, and how perception is everything.

My perception of the last couple of weeks is that my bosses want me out. Soaps said I'm difficult, a bad communicator, and a slacker. I'm told all this six weeks after getting a sweet raise and a huge bonus. Hello mixed signals.

He also said that my goal to be head of the division one day will never happen, that I was hired as a number cruncher and that's all I will ever be.

Ugh. I hate everyone.