End of May

End of mother fucking May. That's what Soaps told me today.

I am so fucking pissed right now. If all I was to Soaps was a fucking number cruncher than I am TOTALLY sure he easily find someone to replace me. Why are they doing this??

On a happier note, Melissa S. got kicked off of Search for the Next Pussy last night. She was so mean to my girl Chelsea that I cheered when she had to hang up her boa. I thought it was odd that no one seemed to remember that Melissa S. was on Making of the Band 3 and lost that too...

um...is that a happier note or an even sadder note? LOL!